Well..
i weighed myself again..
my weight dropped again..hahs
sigh..donno if i shld be glad or nt..
shrugs..

pretty tired today...
went to see the doctor today..
to see hws my thyroid..
well..hmmz..
judging from my drop in weight..
pretty obvious tat it has worsen le ba..
doctor say..my condition..hmmz
pretty hard to control ba..
cuz..when i just reduce dosage..
it sort of relapse again..
like those stock market again..
hw great..lolz
haiz..well..she said tat..
still have to eat medicine for 1 yr plus ba..
den she was offering some other solutions..
drinking that radio active iodine..which is quite risky..
cuz if drink too much..becomes under active..
den have to eat medicine again..
same for operation too ma..
cut too much..also liddat..
so no matter wad..
i still have to eat medicine huh?
haiz..

my mind is filled with too many thoughts now ba..
so much tat.. i dont even noe wad im exactly tinking le..
im trying to be happy..
to be optimistic..
but no matter wad..i dont seems to be able to lie to myself huh?
its just so hard to control my emotions now..
it really isnt easy to take things easy you noe..