Saturday, January 21, 2006

Another song

i love tis song alot..cuz it really speaks how i feel..the lyrics are v meaningful wor..

"Coco Lee Before I Fall In Love lyrics"
[Verse 1:]
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
Cuz my heart's been fooled before
Am I'm just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true
Could you really be

[Chorus:]
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Verse 2:]
And I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I wanna take a chance
Oh please
Give me a reason to believe
Say you're the one that you'll always be
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

[Bridge:]
It's been so hard for me
To give my heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to hear you say...
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know
Before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
(Who warns) my ups and downs
So tell me now
Before I fall in love

Ogl interview

hehez..today..was also quite fun..we had ogl interview..thou i din interview any..i was in the holdin rm..it was...haha..nice...the juniors are..aw...so cute..haha..they are also actually quite guai wor..v happy..hehez...after interview...we had a long meetin..till 1 plus..to decide on e ogls n shadows...so hungry man..den sin kuan waitin for big amanda to discuss things..we discuss till 2 den went to makan with jie sheng..i felt so bad lor..cuz jie sheng waited for us for v v long..cuz he was supposed to treat us..haha..treat us earthquake at swensons wor..yipee!! hehez...so, we went to jurong point to eat at e food court den went to swensons for my giant earthquake!! (n_n) the earthquake was 27 bucks ba..haha..so me n sin kuan din wan jie sheng to pay so much..nt v nice too..so..before the ice cream was served, i secretly went to foot the bill liao.haha...den we were happily eating..and jie sheng din noe a single thing at all..hahax..when we ate finish, he went to foot e bill...u shld have seen his expression man..haha..when the waitress was telling him the bill has been settled..hahax...he was like..huh? bill settled? hey..i haven pay yet!! ....haha
he was really so funny lor..den in the end..he found out tat i've paid le.haha..too bad..we still wan him to treat us ben n jerry..haha...so, in the end we split cost with us..big amanda n wei bin went to eat with us too...so one person paid 5 bucks..nt bad la..quite nice to eat..hehez...den at night..shu yun called le..she said mr leow heard of our plan le..whoho!! so exciting...we intend to go to sentosa to film oh my darlin wor..haha..den intending to ask whether ogls wan to join in e fun too..yeah..so fun!!! so exciting...today was a fun day...manda's in a gd gd mood..hehez..

Friday, January 20, 2006

exciting day!! hehez

yippe!! today i cant slp..tats y i posted a blog...jus had a talk with shu yun!! yeah..it was so fun..we were discussin about the cd for orientation...from video clip to dance video to cover page and even extra things to make tis cd special..it was really fun..u noe..the dance video we even thot of makin mtv..i was telling shu yun...that type of mtv where a grp of ppl dance at a place..suddenly change location..den so on so for..so fun lor..damm cool...i wanna make tis video..haha...den we thot of dancing oh my darling in that type of indian movie wor..where one couple dance first den the rest suddenly dash in n dance..hahahaha..omg...it will be damm cool lor..we thot of alot...and i really cant slp..kept tinking bout it...haha..u noe..after ms tan announced the ppl doin o2..i felt so lost..cuz nt all of us were involved in o2..only 8 councilors...haiz...den i really felt v...v...lost...with no aim..but...tonight..frm tonight onwards...im walking..with a aim..with a dream..tats a great dream..i wanna do the revalation 2006!!! i wan it to be damm successful...i don wan anything to go wrong...we can do it de..whoho...thks shu yun..for dreaming with me..i've nv dream like tis for a v v long time le...revalation 2006...wait for me!!!

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Flying without wings

This song..really reflect hw i felt after the camp...i love u guys

FLYING WITHOUT WINGS

Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the faces of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you find that special things
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sun rise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
at any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

You're the place my life begins
You'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

geovisit();

Sunday, January 01, 2006

will tis be a happy new year for me?

today...same like our council normal day..we went to sch in e morning to do orientation stuffs..yet..again, i haf to go off early..haiz..i really felt so sad and felt bad tat i had to go off early..cuz my mother wasnt happy tat i stayed in sch till so late..hai...but in the end..so wad if i went off early..i still got scolded..haiz..y is it like tat..its really tiring..handle both sides...felt bad towards my dear councilors and towards my mother..suddenly i felt like breaking down..i felt tat i cant go on already..and..y is there no one that is able to pull me up.. u noe..jus now i went reading shu yun's blog and saw what she wrote..i suddenly felt alot.. joining council had let me learn lotsa things..and..it also let me noe that sometimes, things jus don go the way u wan..it is always unfair.. u noe..when shu yun is down, theres lotsa ppl inspiring her..to keep her going..but me? i really donno..i really scare that one day..i might nt be able to go on already.. mr leow said..we don haf e attitude, the spirit.. but..its nt tat i don haf..i had..initially..really..but..when my morale is low, who is there to inspire me? tats y my attitude, my spirit..getting weak..sometimes i really feel tat its unfair..y am i nt given e chance to do certain things? y do i feel so alone in council? u noe..i've been trying hard...trying to do things to show tat i really do luv u guys..but..y...y do i jus feel so alone till now..is it really my fault? i really donno..i do wanna do well in orientation. TIs orientation is OURS, its MINE!! i really want it to be well done..but besides tat..wad i really wish most is tat we will enjoy orientation to the max, after orientation, we will forged strong friendship...tats my wish..but i really donno when will tis day come..is it really my fault? u noe..sometimes i jus feel so unappreciated and useless in council.i felt not needed..nt important..and..i might juz as well get lost..no one will be affected at all de ma..rite.. haiz..im so tired..hanging there alone..

---cloudy cloudy