Tired

today with 6G was okie..
better i guessed...
at least managed to teach..

but it wasnt as smooth for 6F..
they were quite naughty recently..
scolded em ytd..
and today..
kinda hurt my heart when i have to scold em..
den realised tat.. i too..
din do a gd job in teaching social studies..

haiz..
kinda disappointed with myself..
today my students from 6F asked me after sch..
if im angry with them..
well..
i said.. im more angry with myself than with them..
in fact.. i am more disappointed and angry with myself..
cuz i failed my job..
failed to discipline the class..
failed to teach more effectively..
reflected for quite some time ba..

and i noe that..
i'll have to do a better job next week..

had driving lessons too..
it sux..
screwed it up i guessed..
but learnt alot..
learnt tat.. it works differently for different car..
the accelerator is so strong today lor..
step a bit den v v fast le..
scare me..
well..
mama say im gona take v long to learn..
gona spent alot of money to learn driving..
hope tat she's wrong? =)

tired..