sorrie..so long nv update

haiz..its a long time since i last updated my blog...in a twink of an eye...im in jj for like 6 mths le...but...haiz..i still feel lonely leh..haiz..my first 3 mths friends...go other jc de go le..go other class de go le...stayed in arts stream de stayed le..even my once gd friend also seldom tok le..haiz..my new class...is science stream...donno is lucky or nt..all of them know each other le..cuz they most of all first 3 mths same class de...they are damm close...all got their own clicks...i join them...feel weird...i started joining e guys first..cuz i noe su sian n eric ma..they all frm my og..more close...but i noe ppl will start saying things de...so i tried joining e gals..we got 8 gals in total..kinda remind me of my girlfriends...snow white n 7 dwarfs..i tried to mingle with them..its kinda hard..they are like v close themselves le..when i join them i feels weird..i noe some of them don like me ba..maybe cuz of some misunderstanding prob bA...so a few were quite hostile when i approach them...now...our relations are much improved le..but...still have a barrier...me n pat they all..also donno y...pat became v hostile towards me le..haiz..i really donno man...its kinda tired...in council elects...all nt my close friend..my close friend either cant get in..or don wan to get in council..haiz..sian...studies also nt coping well le..mama wan me quit council...y so many prob